Things change, but some feelings stay the same.♥

fuck off motherfuckers

2011-04-21T12:26:00.003+08:00

i hate it when girls gets near to my boy >< ohwell,dun bother t attract his attention cause he is only mine,and what i want i will get it.. so dun bother t snatch,just jolly well fuck off(: it will be better,(: hmmm,so bored this few days. found a fb game,quite nice(: HAHAS. kinda addicted t it! :D baby is in sch.. later gona meet him . tmr is good friday,holidays fer everyone :D lol.
ANW 1 YR HAS PAST,BOY ILY :D hmm,nothing much t update lerhs. shalll update whn there is stuff t update .. kbai(:

i miss you guyss):

ohwell,3 more days to....

2011-04-15T08:41:00.004+08:00

JOSHUALIM ♥ look at the cute guy above(: he is none other thn my sillyboy. ohwell,3 more days to our 1st year anniversary! how time flies ehs.~ he is the only one who will be there fer me,n understands me. only him can tolerate my idiotic temper. .only him can brighten up my day just wif a txt(: ohboy,i love you so.. sorry fer all the problem i have cause. but hope you know,i truly love you.. and boy,if i could,i would marry you :3 you are my everything. 180410,the story is still going on (: ily. bad mood this few days ): arghs. quarrel quarrel wid dad,simply hate it mans! ): i also want t have a proper family las,but sadly,i cant. fergt it. shall accept the facts. tired of the shits n craps. . old liao dun come look fer me. i wont bother. . anw tdy is fri (: yeah,means can go baby house t stay (: HAPPY MAX. lyke finally. LOL. :3 dislyke staying at home .. cant wait t see baby later.! update some other day. byebye(:

if i said...

2011-04-12T12:36:00.006+08:00

LOLS,another boring day tdy.. grr. anw adiccted t a song now,SORRY THAT I LOVE YOU BY ANTHONY(: super meaningful hea. fb,twitter is seriously getting very boring ): arghs,what can entertain me mans. bf in sch,later thn gona meet him at bishan. after ytd i realise,so much things change. maybe this is better? idk . hmm. got a mix feeling. arghs,shall not think so much. shall update soon,cause i got nth t say much fer tdy :/ byebye.. and anw dad,i hope you will understand me more. its getting tiring each day after quarelling,if this continues,i doubt i cant communicate wif you. and yeah,see-ing other family being happy do make me feel jealous. why cant i have a loving parents too ? ): what more can i do ...

baby,if you realised, i m esolauj ):
but its okie,cause i guess i have t trust u
i shall not get paranoid.
sorry.

i want t be a happy girl,can i ? ):

Things change, but some feelings stay the same.

2011-04-11T10:23:00.002+08:00

home tdy! guess gona stay at home whole days! boring max~ think gg fer a run in the evening. tyme to exercise! things are starting to change idk y. ite appeal fail no sch also can tke me. guess now chiong workk? sigh.. shall not wait 1 day by 1 day anymre,seems lyke ppl are looking down on me.. i,myself knw what i am doing,so dun comment on me,because it simply just brings me down. but whats said is said,although it hurts a little,but thanks anw,i am gona show you i m not a LOSER! end of the day,i will be independent.. now,i only yearns fer friday ): because only fri i can go bi house t stay. sian.weekdays sure boredom. but bobian anw.. 1 more week and a few days more,its gina be our 1 yr annni. wow,it has been 1 yr hea,although we had many quarrels gg on still,but still i still love you lyke i always do ♥
hope you can read till this post,hahas,but dun think ue will! cause ue dun blog!
now shall update my blog more often liao,cause wateva i m feeling,i will rant it here(:
JLJW,
i admit there still this doubt in this heart of mine,i bet yours too. we dun have the 100 percent trust in each other,but i believe,we truly love each other. i hope one day,ue wont suddenly tell me your feeling had fade fer me,cause i will nv will. and i hope you too,.i know i got a weird and stubborn attitude,i m sorry. its seriously hard t chnge but i will gve my best t chnge that all.we had been through up n downs,be it yours,or mine. . this r/s let me learn alot of things,n 1 thing i will always rmb abt this r/s is that i truly had a guy who loves me,n willingly t do anything fer me..(: thanks alot fer everything you had done. although now things seems t change a little,but the feeling will nv change. oh boy,if i could,i would marry you (: ily,180410♥

well,such a long post(:
update tmr! byebye :3

happy or sad

2011-03-14T12:48:00.006+08:00

ytd baby went overseas lerhs ): sigh. receive such a sweet txt from him,touch ttm! n i cried after reading it. gosh,sillyboy i love ue. . do tke gd care of yourself over there! seeya in 3 days tyme. ytd went to sell icecream at bedok wif jennifer. funny only. ohyea,btw never cut hair at bedok. lyke cui only. i regretted! ): fck tat shop man !@#$%^&* ttsk. sales not bad only ~ thn after work jen cab me t serangoon. after tat i went home. lata gg t punngol t meet mum!. tired max only. n i cant slp ytd,was tinking about baby all night.. seriously miss him ttm ): 3 more days to go~~ wish tyme could past faster!! JOSHUALIMJIAWEI,SEEYA SOON! <3

baby,i miss you ):

bored max

2011-03-09T10:14:00.003+08:00

yoyoyo~ currently at home nao(: bbaby off to sch,gona meet him lata~ super miss him!! sian,why tyme now pass so fast? i dislyke!!! ;/ tis sunday baby gona go overseas liao. arghs,i die alrdy -.- gona miss die him.. but anw hope he enjoy himself during the camp bas(: dk what i gg to do during the four days when baby is away ): shall find myself some entertainment (: and yeah,cant wait to start to go sch ~~ bishan ite!!! april start sch. cant wait~~~ dk anybody frm there shall go there sit one corner!! (; but hope to make new frens bas.. sure i am gona to study real hard!! as i promise mum ^^ i wont give up! facebook kinda getting sian alrdy!! realise blog better! atleast i could rant,complain t it,after tat i would feel much better! (: and smemre here dun have stalkers! seriously cant stand stalkers on fb seh~~~ DISLYKE MAX! anw i had been staying at baby house fer more thn 2 weeks?? hahas,idk! kinda fun! love die him hea... kk,shall stop posting le. update reallllll soon!!!!! goodbyeeeeeee (:

the only person that deserves me is the one who will stick by my side no matter how much i mess up and who will forgive me,mistake after mistake... and the person is none other then my baby,joshualimjiawei♥
nv giveup,because i truly love you yea.
i m sorry fer my attitude,i will treat ue better
iloveue(:
18.04.10~

wont give up

2011-03-03T15:52:00.006+08:00

ok,gona update my blog again (: its soso dead. HAHA. have been rotting tis few days. no more work fer me >< sian ttm. but heng baby accompany me !(:had been staying over at baby's house fer a few weeks!! gosh~ his mum is very the nice!! i swear i enjoyed myself at his house! hah,but sadly baby gona go overseas soon ): hmph. fer 4 days smemre!! sure gona miss die him!! gona keep myself entertain during tat 4 days!! :D
and i got into bishan ite!! woots>< idk anybody frm tere. i tink first tere i can go there emo 1 corner alrdy! LOL. hahas! (: hpefully i can mke new frens soon^^ . n i promise myself,i must study hard!!! i want promote to higher nitech thn poly!! (: sure im gona work hard.. lalala~~ shall update soon:D byebye.

and boy,ue know i love ue so.. <3
18.04.10
and its still counting on ! (:

jet'aime

2011-02-16T20:50:00.003+08:00

wao,my blog seems so dead seh -.- shall update fer fun. lol!!! so much thing happen lately ;/ hah,shall not comment too much ! hah. false frens cause more damage thn true enemies yeah ? (: seriously bkm!. steady i could settle my own stuff le. without ue i will be much better. yes,ue were once close to me,thnaks fer everything ue had done,but i guess its enough. thanks (: and baby hand lyke pig leg nao sia. heartpain sia ): tsktsk! tkcaires la bi. and 2 more days 10 month yea (: HAHAS. ue kniw i love ue!!! last long biatch!! ilove u many many

work work n just work :/

2011-02-01T09:09:00.004+08:00

lols,no school life is kinda dk hao to express eh :/ lyke a sian ? idk. LOLS. its been some time since i update my blog!! shall update just to keep it alive :D tis few days had been hanging out wif the same ppl <3 and i love it 4 days straight hur! HAHAS,.currrently at home nao bored max~ waiting fer a silly pig to wake up>< hah,ytd nite took care of this silly pig until he slpt and snore (: lyke a pig nia. LOLS. and ytd pay day lyke a shiok siol. i lyke. HAHAS. shall chiong work andd get mre money! i want money ^^ got time thn update mre :D bye peeps. anw happie cny (:

jljw:hoi,i love ue las<3 sorry treated ue so cold the pass weeks or days. break le but still yea,i still love ue lyke i always do (: 4 days straight at ur house song bos :D happy max >< ytd see ue sick,abit heartpain leys :/ but i took care of ue until ue slp ok!! must puchang! (: HAHAS. just jk. anw tis few days at your house spand tyme tgt wif ue,ur mum,ur bro really enjoyed las (: smehow machiam ur mum lyke my mum ^^ heheh. hope we last long bas. 17 mre days t our 10 months <3 hang on yea!!
180410,THE DAY I ENTRUSTED MY HEART T UE :D

i love joshualim <3

Happy happy(;

2011-01-17T07:48:00.001+08:00

Wah,,sian max. Everything starting to change. ); ppl are starting to drift. Sigh,. Lots of ting t say. Shall update soon,my blog is dead):

everybody is gg bck t sch,wat abt me ??

2011-01-04T10:09:00.006+08:00

epic(:

clique<3

monster family <3>

triple date<3 joshuaLimJiaWei<3

sigh sigh,everybody is bck t sch): i wana go too... HAH,but i cnt.. regretted yeah,. miss tose fun tymes in sch): shall not brood over it anymre..
shall dedicate post to my preious gems: jljw,monster family and my clique<3

first post shall dedicate to jljw<3 : ue are bck in sch.. imy yeah): spent a wonderful holiday wif ue(: i love it. must study hard in sch alrite!! be guai. HAHAS. ue nv fail to bring smile t me:D tanks fer everyting ue had done yea! ue are AWESOME!!! missing ue rite nao. hpe ue txt me soon bas(: i love ue,,my cute little bangs boy<3 281110(:

nxt post shall post t the monster family<3>

hey monsters(: ue guys had been AWESOME !!! it was nice knwing ue guys yeah.. all of ur also busy studying nao. be mre guai,and study hard(: and liying,gdluck fer ur olvls result bas! hpefully ue can get in to poly yeah(: i will miss tose fun tymes wif ue guys !! <3> UNITED ! i love ue guys! (:

nxt post fer my clique,joan,yubing,annette,michelle,jiaxin,jingwen,xiuwei,cherie,nadia,kor<3>

hey peeps,its been a long tyme since i see ue guys ehs,congrats on getting bck t sec 5 yeah:D tis yr o lvl lerhs,hope ur will do well and achieve wat ue want bas. (: all the best t ue guys. and yeah,i will miss tose tyme wif ue as a class. :D 4 yrs wif ur tgt,hah,tanks fer everyting yeah! . miss me alrite!!! HAHAS. and MEET up soon<3>

i rather not to hear or see anyting at all):

2010-12-21T10:16:00.000+08:00

i am afraid i cant keep it t myself anymre,sigh!! anybody,will be tere fer me?? pls. . wo hen lei and hao pa): i still cant undewrstand why i am not the first 1,maybe to ue nothing,but t me.. hais. idk las. even she cme tell me sorry. but ue din realise tat. idk ehs. i cant stand it anymre. i love ue uhs.. i really do. hah.. thn family cui. walaneh. idk alrdy las. so much tinh happen.stressup sia. once again,i am jealous again. i rather not see anyting or hear anyting, ignorance is a bliss(: gdbye.. sigh. shall update not so soon. this few days all working. bye! ):

ue realise tat?? i nid ue,but will ue be tere? sigh.

nlvl results out tmr!! :x

2010-12-16T21:26:00.003+08:00

yeah,i love this pic(: hahas,ohmy so fast tmr nlvl results release lerhs,gosh. not even prepared (: but so wat i pass hea,still no sch rite,sigh): see how it go bas. LOLS. tdy work tgt wif baby,lyke a slack only siol. hahahhhas,thn after work went hme(; cause bi too tired lerhs. tmr tink meeting him again. i swear i love him ttm. although everytyme got quarrel here and tere,but still i love him:D and i nv ever wana lose him again. shall update tmr after getting my nlvl results bas(: byees:D i love MONSTER FAMILY,and ofcourse JOSHUALIMJIAWEI UHS;D

不了解,,为什么我不是第一个):

2010-12-15T11:51:00.003+08:00

why am i getting so jealous? ): whn i see your wall,the first person i see was not me,instead it was. . .sigh. many tings i did not choose to say out,i kept it to myself. how sad am i,nobody knows it at all,.i wish i was the first 1. i want to be the only 1,but can i??? ): no mood anymre,bye. .

i am jealous,soso jealous): why cant i be the first):

我爱他♥♥

2010-12-09T10:41:00.004+08:00

pics at sentosa(: got alotalot mre but lazy upload(: go fb see:D this few days have been working at popeyes at century square wif baby and the monster family,can say quite tired but fun(: thn everytyme after work go to liying play basketball;D lyke a fun only. soon,i am gona to forget volleyball yeah(: i love the ppl i am wif nao.,atleast tey will be tere fer me(: not tose ppl who will ka me jw:D tdy off cause baby got the counselling ting,cant work. tink meeting thm fer dinner at nite(: ohmy i love the monster family(: tey will be my precious gems,shall update soon:D byebye..

joshualimjiawei,i love you

yeah,i am afraid of losing ue,dont leave me(:

fuck up team..

2010-12-07T10:04:00.001+08:00

so much tihg happen,just fml las. and tose ppl dk story just stfu,dunid comment so mch. no mood post so mch,kbai...

I AM SOSO HAPPY~~~~;D

2010-12-03T10:05:00.003+08:00

tis few days have been hanging out wif the bunch of monsters;D happy happy,i swear tey are a bunch of fun ppl,i love thm ehs:D and ofcourse my baby uhs(: lata gg out wif dehua and liying,double date,hahahas:D lovelove(: anw,i am quiting work at saakura lerhs!!! i am working at popeyes nao WIF THE BUNCH OF MONSTER,hahas,cfm fun ttm. anw i quitting volleyball too,lazy plus i dun see any point lerhs,i dun lyke:D and ppl inside the team are just so-.- dun wana mention who(: lols,shall update soon bas,gdbyees:D

baby,i love ue(:

happie bdae to myself!!!! its 29:D

2010-11-29T15:28:00.005+08:00

WOHOO,ITS 29(: HAPPIE BDAE TO MYSELF;D FINALL 16 HEA;D WAHAHAHA!!!!
hmm,gona celebrate lata wif jennifer,jeremy,kangjun,yanjun,tristan and jen fren(:
tink gg prawning,hahas:D cant wait to see thm hea,anw lost in the finals,so we got second,not bad le las:p hahas,continue to jiayou bas b gals(: have been working tis few days,so hardworking las,cant wait to get pay!!!! thn can go shopping already:D happy happy,10 mre days to pay day,lalala~~~shall update tmr,got othing much to say nao:D gdbyeeee

i will be a happy gal(:

FINALS TMR!!!! ;D

2010-11-26T14:53:00.003+08:00

semi finals ytd,won!!!! (: happie ttm. will be playing finals againsst phs tmr,hpe we will all perform well tmr. lata gg to work,sian.dun feel lyke working,very very the lazy.sigh.ytd had a wonderful day wif joan,meici and shuhui(: i lyke..
ANW,seriously i don lyke hypocrites,dun lyke me just say las,dunid act 1 por sai.. infront of me treat me so gd thn behind my back tok bad about me. wtf,dun lyke just say,i wont go tok to ur either.buay tahan ur act 1 nice infront of me leys,lyke pathetic only las,dun be a por kia steady.dun lyke sua,i also wont do anyting,fuck off las,hypocriites,or even.. two sided bitches:D
without ur,i will still be so happy las pls(: anw,tis post is referring to sme1 in the team,guess who isit los(: HAHAS, after finals tmr uh,i wont hang out wif sme ppl in the team liao,i will go confront thm tmr(: so nice rite,i reng till finals leys(: LOL,ok shall stop saying. abit no mood,say until i angry also... hmph. shall update soon.. byeeees

ue know,,i miss ue

i m back from camp(: home sweet home! ;D

2010-11-24T16:08:00.002+08:00

hahas,past few days have been at sentosa fer international bvb. went tere wif rachael minghwee and jasper,last day of the bvb,me,jasper,rachael,minghwee,timothy and adalric went fer dinner tgt,fun ttm:D enjoyed myself wif thm!thn after dinner took 100 frm vivo to serangoon wif the same ppl soso long canzxz! sit until butt pain. ohmy! ahahs,thn went fer camp on22 to 24:D can say tis year camp okok only:x went to east coast park fer urban skating on the 23,fun max~~~ i m finally hme ehs,happy:D tmr got match early in the moring,we are in fer semi finals:D will be playing against st hildas tmr,hpefully we will win and get into the finals:D jiayou yeah bgals,i love ue gals:D BYEES(:

so near yet so far

My sadness made me helpless ):

2010-11-18T20:01:00.002+08:00

i regretted cming home so early,i thought i can happy happy at hme,guess wat,i was wrong. quarrel wif dad again,sigh,i hate it manzxz,whn can it stop??? why only we can communicate through quarrels,i m sick and tired of it las,fml. i dun wana stay at home anymre,gg out nao. i dunwan to see ur face,f*** it:( anw,tdy won in vb match,move on to top 8,hpe the team will be mre bonded bas,if not sure die,so jiayou bgals,we can do it,jiayou,hah,dk wat to say anymre las,i m soso piss,wtf. byeees. :x

smehow,i wish ue were tere,imy:(

wah tired sia:(

2010-11-15T14:14:00.003+08:00

tis whole week workin:/ lyke shag only sia. lata meeting mao:D hahas,i nao thn realise earning money is not easy. sigh. but although working at sakura is very busy and tired,i still kinda enjoy mysel tere cause the ppl are just so nice:) got to kow alot new frens:) they are nao my precious gems:) hah,tmr gg to have match against queenstown or queensway idk,hpe will perform well bas>< and sigh i miss ue badly but ue realise that?? :( shall update again,byeees

seeing ue nao so happy,i am contented
imy:(

i will be a happy gal:D

2010-11-12T10:27:00.002+08:00

LALAALAS,working tdy wik kimchoo and huishi,hpe wont shag bas:x lata gg to kimchoo house:D ytd played wif punngol,won. hah,will be facing queenstown nxt. tmr still got trgn plus work,wah die liao,cfm tire ttm:x and yes,everyyting,all the fault on me kays,i am the baddie:( lol,sigh,no mood. lol,not gg to blog so often les,i am gg to be busy:x byeesss

i will be strong,so not. . .

* INFINITY OF SAD FACES :(

2010-11-11T09:05:00.003+08:00

smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:(

ytd went kimchoo house ard 1 plus thn played com all tese,anw tanks eh kim,fer being tere fer me whn i cried and being so sad,i love ue yeah.. maybe what ur say is all rite yeah:( idk too,i dun know...hais,thn huishi said she will cme ard 4plus,so we waited thn 4 plus she haven cme we cal her thn she say she 5.45 rch so we waited thn in the end she 6 plus thn cme-_- hah,lata gg to meet the team at hougang sports hall fer match;x diedie must win cause its a knockout stage,bgals jiayou bas:) all the way.. and i hope i can remain strongggggggg,because i am at the verge of giving up :( sigh.. bye. . .and tanks to tose who cheer me up,i love ue guys. .ur are the precious gems of my life. .tankyou..

seriously i dun lyke:(

i hate it:(

LOL

2010-11-10T09:22:00.003+08:00

HAPPIE BDAE JEN OH JEN;D i love you!!! went fer deepavali at parm house,tok,played,drank:D alot alchohol sia,nice. .but heng all never drunk.. LOL,i have fallen in love wif a song called you yi zhong ai jiao fang shou.although its a old song,but its super meaningful.. okok,i wont be pathetic anymre alrite,i wont be a dog,no mre,so guess wat,i no longer pathetic. LOL. gg out meet sallly tey all i tink,tis few days lyke a sian only,hah,WALAO,ok idk wat to post or wat to say either,i no mood post at all,ok,byeeeee

byE:D

sunburnt lead me to dehydration thn lead me to hospital=best

2010-11-07T13:14:00.006+08:00

ytd went to sentosa fer the beach volleyball competiton, play first round and won,after tat proceed to the second round won again,thn went to the semi-finals..we manage to win,and thn we were in the finals,quite surprised hea,cause we din even tink that we could past the first round,in the finals played wif the 2 players frm anderson,we lost:x so we got second, but the prize dam shiok, top 2 teams will get a hotel stay fer 2 days 1 nite, hah. thn after the ting end,went to vivo fer dinner wif rachael,ferlicia,huishi and elaine,ate carl's jr. nice. thn went to newurbanmale.elaine bought me a shorts frm tere fer an advanced bdae presie.tanks eh elaine. thn went to candyy empire and home. i am having serious sunburnt and muscle ache. i am burnt:x plus sick,fever all cme everyting all come. thn ytd feeling dam unwell,went to hospital..doc say i was dehydrating,so pluck in the needles in my vein,pain.thn tdy morning just came hmee,feeling dam weak. i m tired i need a rest,hah,shall update soon,byees:x

i nv said ue were a spare tyre
ue are not
but ue tink tis way wat can i do
hai
i wont ask anyting mre
i never,tats all
i want ue,lol

will you notice? :(

2010-11-05T08:03:00.005+08:00

pics which are taken long agooooo:x

this fews day so busy wif trainings,kinda getting really tired:x hais,smemre alot of ting i kept it to myself din say out,i am afraid i cant take it anymre and breakdown.. its getting me irrritated,i feel lyke not playing volleyball anymre.i no longer have the passion..not because of what,but ue ppl.get it.i wish i could say rite infront of ur face but whenever i wanted to open my mouth,i can bring myself to say anyting,cause i dun want e team to break apart.but i really cant stand ue anymre,not only me but most ot the teammates,plz notice it soon?:( ue are killing me and the others,ue are driving me mad..i m tired of volleyball:x tmr got the beach volleyball cmpetition,gosh knw wat i have to reach vivo by 8. means i have to wake up super duper early,i hate it manss,i dun wana go,but how..walou,its making me piss off seriously,if ue are a good teacher,shouldnt ue spare a thought fer ur students which is us?? why make us suffer whn ue still say what ue did was fer our own gd,i hate it. . ue sucks...byeeeeesssssssssss:x

felicia goh is so so unhappy:(

i am unhappy,but did ue realise that :(

*infinity of sad faces,sigh

LALALA~~~~

2010-11-01T21:32:00.004+08:00

today be4 gg fer match met huishi,kimchoo and ferlicia at hougang mall fer breakfast first:D had macs and we all eat till dam full;x after tat still got tyme,walk around and started playing plus camwhore:D HAHAS,WE ALL LYKE RETARDS:D thn went in to watson,i tell ue the person working tere is so... whereeverwe go,she follow and keep stare at us:x lyke we gg to steal her tings lyke tat,we all dun lyke it hea.thn leave hg mall went to tke 165 to hg sports hall,did warmup and start of match:D we won,thn had lunch and went bck fer trgn:x dk y everybody seh during trgn,hais:x bgals,lets us be united can??? rmb,we are always a team:D

tmr got match in the morning,sian,this few weeks will be tied dwm by trainings and tournaments:x hpe i can survivve through it bas:D byyyyeee:!

i wish i could turn bck tymee:x

i am stronggggg~~~~

2010-10-30T10:44:00.007+08:00

jenjen,param,yixin,clement,joey,tristan:D hahahas,i miss ue guys yeah,esp jenjen:x ue uh,so busy lately neh contact me,faster contact me uh,i want go out wif ue:) tis bunch of ppl can be the most fun ppl i ever met,laugh the most wif thm. hahah,did all silly stuff wif thm:) last tyme still call urself kpg:) cme to tink of it so funny:) because of work walls icecream i get to knw ue all:) hahas,frm a clique nao we had all drift apart:x must meeet up soon kayssss:) still rmb at yixin house drink martell and me and jen seh ttm~~ ahaha,i miss those fun tymes,meet up soon guys:) loveya,jenjen:D

aww,tis ppl on top are my lovely teamates:D HAHAS,we had been through all up and downs tgt:) we could even h2h tok wif each other,frm whn we dun know each other till what we are now,a FAMILY;D whn i am down or i hahve been in sme kinds of trouble tey never fail to cheer me up and mke me smileeee:) even at the saddest part of my life,i smile:)because of this ppl ard,bgals uh,next monday start cmpetition lerhs,jiayou kk:) we can do it derhs,lets prove to everybody:) we strongggggggg,i love ue gals:)

1 year have gonnee:( just lyke tis,aww,i am so gg to miss 410:x it has been a wonderful year fer me cause of this special ppl,esp my gong family:)they never fail to cheer me up:D dk whether will be in sme class nxt year or cant even mke it to sec 5 but still,i miss ue guys loads yeah,i will always rmb your,ahahah:)tanks fer everyting tat ur had dne fer me,i love ue guys:)

HAH,I AM SO BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:X

impossible= I M POSSIBLE;D

2010-10-28T08:29:00.006+08:00

shall uploads pics of the team,i love the team:D

ytd went fer the beach training,shag ttm,dam tired.got physical trgn smemre:x seh can die sia.lata got trgn again,tsk,getting really tired.tdy never go sch:D rachael,huishi,ferlicia also nv go.gg to meet thm at hougang polyclinic take mc:D just so ue know,i miss ue:) hah,idk what happen to myself too,gosh:x maybee i dun realise at all.idk las.i very tired,just updating to keep my blog alive:) lolols,anw HAPPY HOLIDAYS PPL:D ITS HOLIDAY TYMEEEEEEEE;D

:D :D :D PIGGGIIIIIIIIEEEEEE:D

i know that i am not perfect,but i'll kip trying:D

2010-10-26T09:51:00.005+08:00

dam shag this few days,dun wana go back sch lerhs,waste of my tyme only.ytd go bck rot all the way in class,if not slp all the way.lyke go bck fer dk what reason,still nid so early wake up report to sch,hah.lata gg to jiaxin house to watch movie:D tink xiuwei,and yvonne,my neh-bu will be tere:)my stomach is killing me:x ytd cme dwn frm cab jitao vomit.seh ttm~ hah,dk working tnite anot.. c how bas,depends:D SHALL UPDATE SOON:) byebye.. ohya,btw i make a new gd fren:D AND THE NAME IS PIG:D
HAHAHAHAS:D

PIGGIE PIG PIG:D

tired tired,super tired:)

2010-10-23T19:36:00.001+08:00

i miss my bangs:) hahas:/ hah,shall update my blog:) because i ask ppl go update so if i no update lyke very bad:) ahahhas,tdy jiaolian bdae so bought cake fer him and celebrated:) aye,after trgn went to elaine house,thn stay and watch the dk wat video,so cute.after tat took 161 hme,rch my house tere rain until dam happy,wth..thn i ran in the rain.omg,i slip and fall.thn gt blueblck on my knee and head.seh ttm sis:x lolol,i needa work,i want earn money thn go shoppinggggggggggggg~~~~~ wahaha,i lyke sot de,hahas,update another tyme bas,byeeeeeees:D

AND .... i love tis smile:D

LOL:D

IF ONLY.. it was tat easy:(

2010-10-20T11:28:00.003+08:00

if only,,,it was tat easy:( ytd training dam xiasuay. smething happen to me and the whole team was kaughing lyke mad. i swear it was super funny.after tat jiaolian still suan me say he laugh until teeth drop.wth,is i really dam tired.tdy wake up muiscle ache.seh..pain ttm.and i still dam no mood sia.fml.i wish everyting will be fine sia.really,i miss you dam alot.i wana tell you that i love you(y). we had been through so much thn wat happen now,idk. i dun lyke.i need ue.hai.mood gne fer e day,kbye:(

do you know i really love you?

ue are tired so am i.

i am afraid of losing you'

i am really afraid

i hate it.....

2010-10-19T13:46:00.004+08:00

went fer joan chalet.had quite alot of fun:) thn after tat dk wahat happen,after i left dulan.. its always me the 1 who is at fault.aiiya,idk las..i getting really tired.i really dk what to do.i dun even knw wats wrong.i did all i could.idk..shall not say anymre le,i am sad:( byee.

i feel lyke going to a faraway land,'
and fuck off frm ppls life

maybe w/t me,ue will be beta

idk i really dk

ily

just the way you are:)

2010-10-14T18:51:00.003+08:00

happie bdae jiujiu:) hah,just came bck homee,gona rot.nothing to do.bby currently swimming aye thn cant txt me:( miss him loads hea.but nvm,tmr meeting him lerhs.hahas.happy happy.sat gg to joan's chalet.hope will be fun bas:D tink gg wif jiaxin..gona start job hunt tis sunday.and nxt monday need go bck to sch fer photo taking..sians.go bck just to tke photo only,smemre early in the morning-,- ohmy,dk y missing him so much now.. shall update smeday,smehow. byebye:D

JUST THE WAY UE ARE:D

ohmy,pimple breakout:x

2010-10-14T09:42:00.002+08:00

this few days srend my tyme wif my silly boy:) had lots of fun. haha. :D tdy gona stay at hme pei dad.cause i keep go out thn never pei him:x so its tyme to pei him.hah,i still haven found a job,hhaah,idk want work as wat.sian ttm uhs,i really need money.kinda broke already:x gosh.tmr gg out wif my silly boy again:) happy happy.i swear he is freaking cute,hahas:)update soon.goodbyeeeeeeess:D

180days

i love ue boy:)

i need to workkkkkkk!:)

2010-10-10T21:12:00.004+08:00

hah,gona find a job soon!!i want earn money thn go fer shopping spree!!!hahas,gosh two weeks eh:x dk how to entertain myself:) stayed overnite at jiaxin house after class bbq.watch la bi xiao xin so funny uhs:) thn jx slp first thn i slpt ard 4 a.m:D next day went hougang mall cut hair tgt,ohmy,hair loss:) thn went to walk ard and thn head off to kovan and fetch her little bro JERRY! thn ask qin kai out to go fly kite..dam funny,the kite flew off by itself to the roadside and qk was lyke chasing after it. HAHAS. thn went bck to jiaxin house again and watch a movie online,thn hme sweet hme.shall not update so often le. i am lazyyyyyyyyy:) hahas,and tdy is 101010:) such a nice date!! gdbyessssss:D

just the way ue are:)

177 days

ily:)

song bo,2 weeks break.........

2010-10-07T19:16:00.002+08:00

tmr class bbq,my papa fetching the gong family go.hpw will have fun tmr bas:x hah,uploads pic tmr,tdy finish all nlvl paper le,lyke phew its finally over hea.no more stress,smemre got two weeks break.tink gona find job and start working bas,i need money!i want go shoppinggggg,hah.suddenly i got a weird feeling,idk y.seems lyke ue had trt me diff.idk las,i dun want knw anyting lasssss.bye

tis few days i feel so lonely
tink ue also din notice,
nvm,perhaps i not ur priority anymre
maybe smeting else had replace me?
idk las,and haiya i am lost
i dun lyke the feeling rite now!:(
i wish i can tell ue wateva i am feeling rite now,
i am so sad
*insert infinity of sad faces:(

art and maths its over:) its tyme to count dow for party!!

2010-10-05T18:52:00.002+08:00

ME LOVE 410:)ytd chiong art until till tdy morning never slp at all.. dam tired:( but afterall,art and maths is over!!!wohoo,can say nlvl gg finish already!happy happy:)tis fri got class chalet,dk want go anot.sianzxz,if gong family go thn i go:)tmr dunid go sch!yeahs,tink gg to find him bas,or mayb go study.shall update on fri bas.life is so boring.. lolols. byee:)

i love joshualimjiawei

nlvls!!!!!!!!!!!! stressup,hmph

2010-10-04T17:43:00.002+08:00

i am so stressup,hmph! hah,tis few days have been studying wif the gong family,i guess its quite useful ehs:)tanks gong family,tmr gona have art paper:x diedie,i haven complete.smemre tmr also have maths,arghs,can go die le..so stress manzxzx.hope tat i can pass maths bas:)cant wait fer tmr to be over:)once tmr is over,i am free frm everyting manzxz!!can kinda relak lerhs,but tink holidays will go work bas,i need money:)shall update after nlvls bas:)gdbye!

love the way ue are:)

I SERIOUSLY REGRETTED,MY 18 IS GONE!:(

2010-09-26T14:20:00.002+08:00

i dun want to give up,ue gve up bas,i dun want.i really love ue.i regretted knnowing ue,i really regret.if we din start all tis wont even happen at all.now ue hate me,what mre can i do??its really over,seriously over.there is no longer to have any 18 again,nv again... i hate the date 25,tis date sucks.now everyting is over,officially over,i dun want to lose ue,but cme to tink of it,ue alrdy hate me so much,wats the point of me continue-ing.some1 can just slap me and wake me up.make me face the reality?i cant seem to accept the fact..why.....i a gettin tired soon.i beg and beg,but lyke wat ue said,wats over is over.but ijust cme gve up.idk la,i really dk wat o do.but hu to blame,no1 but myself.fml,i hate life:(everyting is all me,i just hate it.i ruin everyting in my whole hands. i got a fuck up brain.fuck it. nv slp the whole day ytd,i am very very tired.but everytyme i tried to slp,i keep tink of ue and i secretly cried.i guess i am just pathetic,i hate the world,i regretted. bye.

everyting is over,

my 18 is gone:(

i no longer stand a place:(

2010-09-18T23:43:00.003+08:00

i am very sad:(today had friendly match with yuhua and tnt,won yuhua but lose to tnt..cause they all ex national player hea. anw,happie bdae to sis,(jermaine) and ferlicia! hah,ferlicia today thought we would not celebrate for her,but actually we gave her a suprise! i swear she would love the present from us.after that had dinner woth kimchoo family. her father and mother very funny,all dam cute..after came home. something happen,quarrel wif father,i hate it,dad,it seems like you dun understanf what i want,i hate you,i know i am not a perfect daughter or a good one,but atleast you should know what i want.i am tired of getting scolding by you.i seriously hate it fml.and i learnt tat frens are nore important to you then i am,guess i am just useless bas,everything just blame it on me.. really no mood.. bye:x

i wish you could understand

i dun want things to turn out this way

i really dun want

although i am nothing,

i still love ue

i wish i could turn back time

2010-09-15T21:58:00.003+08:00

this person up here is JOANSIMZUEN:) pretty right,hahas.thanks for helping me to change my blogskin yeah,tyvm!and stop calling me hotdog!!!!!! gotten art nlvl question paper already:x hah,have to chiong art now..shag ttm.today detention with joan,joeleen,dexter and alot mre people.mr singh was dam good.for the first time i saw him laugh and play with dexter like a small kid. mr singh very hot ley:) hahas,shall update soon.tis few weeks going to study with yubing they all,hopefully,i cam make it for nlvls bas:)gdbye.

2010-09-13T21:41:00.002+08:00

HI.

Okay I'm Joan here. I helping this hotdog here to make her blogskin. I hope is okay and suits her liking. :) Eh siao lian eh, WORKHARD FOR YOU N LEVEL OKAY! :D Don't so easily give up la. Must workhard for your studies, then your future will be as bright as the SUN! Hope to see you in sec 5 next year alright! Let bygones be bygones, i believe you don't have guy won't die de right~ HMMMMMM, So yeah! Hehe. ^o^ Goodluck for everything! Hope you like this blogskin! bye~

it wasnt ue,it was me........

2010-09-09T20:20:00.001+08:00

i guess everyting is over yeah??? hah..no mood fer anyting..we could be the best bt nw everyting is just over,imy badly:( hais,i tink i need to tok to sme1... i am stress up.. hah:(

no mood......

smeting in tis heart of mine had died

2010-09-06T14:28:00.002+08:00

malaysia was not fun at all. i regretted gg eh,but bobian need go,cme bck so much ting have happen ehs..arghs,just fml seriously..what i dread to hear most and i heard it..fucking sad idk why..i am losing hpe in myself.i no longer know wat to do..who can lend me an listening ear??who will ever ever understand me??sme1 pls save me??:( i am terribly feeling so down. fuck it.. i regretted..

smeting in tis heart of mine had died.
i no longer knw wat to do,
i am such a failure,
arghs,fml!!!

everything is over just lyke this..

2010-08-29T15:56:00.005+08:00

overdue pics:)seems lyke eveything is over.. trust??? dun ever ask me to believe ue again because i no longer know how to. fml,no mood....

PRELIMS IS OHMYGOD!!!!!!

2010-08-15T17:07:00.003+08:00

lolols,tis few days havin prelim.can prepare to fail le los:(hah,art still got lyke so many to do. sian ttm.ytd jenjen,laykwan,joey,rongyi,tristan and his brother came to my sch here pick me up:)after tat we went hougang mall:)jenjen trt us eat pizza hut!:) thn did alot funny tings at pizza hut. hahas. i swear the chilli and cheese sucks!!!ohmy!!thn after tat walk ard and i went off first:)hah,stress up tis few days!who can save me:)???

ohmy,i cant stop loving ue...

ohmyohmy:) school is just a place full of crap

2010-08-04T21:38:00.002+08:00

today sch was freaking boring!!!!!!!!!omg.kinda dislyke sch now..i dun want to study anymre!since your ppl had already look down on me,thn still care so mch fer,still scold so much fer.anyways its my own future and not yours.so mind your own business,so what you are my father,my future,i ownself choose and i swaer tat i wony regret:)even i will be ppo,but atleast i will be happy:)and i dun tink chers in sch have the right to comment on students eh,if we hopeless thn wat abt ue teachers?!its your responsible to teach us well wat.its not lyke we dun want to learn..its your just give up on us.thn we work so hard fer.seriously fuck up sch,fuck up life.FML:xand art is stressful.arghs!!byees

already say ok le,now your want dig out past,up to your la,seriously:)

:)

trust the wrong person?? ohmy...

2010-08-01T14:53:00.003+08:00

hah,after hearing wat she told me.i guess ue are really wth.infront of me still act 1 so nice still tell me all your troubles and i was tere to comfort ue.still talk to me on the ph fer 1 hour plus..thn end up gg to tell other ppl crap which i never say before.woa,your acting skills are just so good:) if she had not call me,i wont even still know about all these shit tings ue had done yeah,ohmy,ue are so scary!!!still tell thm if tey want cme slap me,ask ue along.hahas,plz i done noting wong..who is the 1 talking crap now,,dun make me come find ue only:)

tis few days bored ttm.study and study.grr,cant wait fer nlvls to finish:)thn no mre stress le.haha.lazy post le. byees:)

:)

happy advanced 3rd month!!!!!

2010-07-17T17:27:00.002+08:00

hahas,1 mre day to 3rd month le:)thanks fer tolerating all my crap and attitude:) i love uue yeah. hahas. tdy went fer training and smeting happen lyke wth...we was quite piss off wif the cher eh..abit sotsot de.thn after went to amk.eat thn i went off first well e others went to watch movie.lata havin tuition.hah,boring.and seriously i fell lyke giving up on my studies already.but hah,wat about my future??:( i really dk.. hah.. shall update soon.byees:)

3rd month:)
i love ue

my com is repaired:)

2010-07-05T08:34:00.004+08:00

yeah,finally my com is lyke repaired hea.so now can use com le:)finally finish canvass le but my boards are lyke crap seriously..got alot tings haven add in:x ytd went in to malaysia traffic jam.omg.lyke stuck tere fer dk how long..if not can come out earlier de los:( zzz thn ard 10.30 came out. lata gg smewhere.hai,this few days have been lyke shit seriously...bored ttm.shall blog whn i am free.. byees:)

13 more days:)...

pasir ris is great:) sch gona start tmr:(

2010-06-27T13:47:00.004+08:00

hah,has been gg out wif bgals lately:)23 went to wildwildwet:)fun ttm.i swear sally is a very violent person.hahas.hah,went crazy over smethings:)only we noe wat.hah,thn fri went to watch movie at ehub wif bgals again.watch knight out.its a great show:)laugh lyke shit.and tom cruise is a really hot guy.tis holiday keep at chalet.haven even do my holiday hmework,shit...but dun tink i wil be touching it bas. lazyy... sch gg to reopen tmr.hah,abit dunhave e feeling to go bck sch..i am still in the holiday mood.gosh,hahas.shall update soon.byees:)

iloveuue.ue are my everything:)

camp fun fun fun:)

2010-06-16T15:27:00.003+08:00

11-reach sch at 8am.went to ava room fer briefing nd headed bck to our bunk to put our stuffs.was divided into grps.my grp got kailin,agnes,zhiyu,blessance and wenxin. played games and had training frm 3 till 6.had endurance trdn.lyke omg.grr.thn had dinner and games again.after tat had mass dance:)fun ttm.fer e first tyme vb had mass dance:)thn went to bath,debrief and slp
12-woke up fer breakfast,had training by graduating teamates.after tat got socks wrestling:) my grp best.got me,huixing,rachael,dominique and regina.hahas.regina was the only sec 2:)thn after tat went to train the sec 1.thn went to parade square and played.we was split to grps of two.and i gana by seniors.i had to lie dwn on the floor and put a 1.5 empty coke bottle on my forehead,while the others had to hold the cup by nt using their hands but teeths and et water and pour in to the bottle.i dam kelian hea.gana so much water.its juz grr,gross.hahas.but our group first hea:)thn played captains ball using water sponge.fun ttm:)ate dinne and at nite got nite walk:)e was blindfolded:)fun but scary.thn went bck bunk do relection and thn slp:)
13-had match wif alumni teams.thn prepared and started e amazing race:) shehui was incharged of my grp:)travel up and dwn.thn did lots of stuffs:)enjoy it very much:)thn came bck to sch ard 5 and started bbq.talk alot and played alot.took alot pictures too:)after bath and went to slp
14-last day of camp:)plan e farewell.hahas.make thm played captains ball with egg.their reaction all dam funy.tey jitao seh ttm :) thn tat jaime lee go piak the egg n my head.thn got egg smell.dam disgusting.hahas.thn clearup and went bck to bunk fer the video tat we do fer thm.everyone cried.for the first tyme,cgals cried too.so sad:( thn had photo taking and thn break camp and hme sweet hme:)
anyway,i won be blogging as much as last tyme.hahas.lazy:x

bgals09/10 i love ue girls:)

ilovehim:)

sunburnt!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-06T13:11:00.002+08:00

ytd woke up early in the morning and met minghwee at mrt station.trained to hougand to meet jasper and his cousin.thn headed to sentosa:)rain at first so we sat in the 7-11 and ate our breakfast.rain stp and we walk to siloso beach.so far!!!!hahas.thn played volleyball non stop.tired:x after tat rachael,kailin,jaime and aimie came:)so continued playing volleyball:)not long lata joshua and dexuan came.haha.jaime at first dun want get wet de.but she gana by me and rachael.so no choice she became wet also:)sorry uhs jaime!thn keep play till ard 7 went to bath and went to vivo fer dinner.after bck train bck:)reach hme at 10.30.tired ttm:( lata gg to malaysia le.will be bck by tnite:)goodbye:)

art till 8pm!!!!!!!:(

2010-06-04T08:23:00.002+08:00

was not allowed to use the aesthetic rm till late ytd cause of the band.so was kinda chase out ard 4plus.zzz.so tdy have to stay till super late to paint.gosh,the canvass seem so big and i m lyke painting super slow...tdy shall be faster abit and paint mre tings.hah,no tyme meet him hea.sianz.and fer the first tyme i woke up so early tdy:) hhahas.lata 10.45 need report to sch already.juz update whn i am bck bas:)byees

i♥ him

shag...

2010-06-03T08:06:00.002+08:00

ytd stay in sch till 5 do art thn after tat met up wif jaime and jacq. went to amk hub and get yonghan present.went subway to eat dinner while waiting fer yonghan and the rest to come:) yonghan came and she was blindfolded at first. hahas she din noe me,jaime and jacq got cme hea.suprise fer her.thn eat bdae cake and tok alot at subway.fun:)around 8 headed home quite tired les.lata still got remedial.but i super lazy to go.dun noe want go anot,hah,tink i will be late bas.shall update lata.byees

atleast smehw i noe e reason y ue are avoiding now.after listening to jaime ytd,maybe wat ue said was true.hah,i gt nting to say anymre.ue tkcaires and all the best to ue.

i♥him

i m sorry. i regretted.....

2010-06-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

tdy sch was ok.still quite bored.tmr same tyme report to sch again.super early. hah,tmr gg to stay in sch do art till lykr 7pm.arghs,no tyme meet him le:( tdy after sch waited fer him.thn went to meet austin dk fer wat.thn slack awhile went hme.dad came bck and started nagging at me.but perphaps wat he say is true..2 mre months.if i dun work hard and push myself thn i will be in deep shit.hah,but seriously wats wrong wif thm. super stress up. dk wat to do le..regretted not studying earlier.now its all too late. hais.shall update tmr. super shag,shall go slp le.byees

happie bdae SIM YONGHAN:) I LOVE UE GAL! ENJOY UR DAY TMR♥

I♥him

funfunfun:)

2010-05-31T18:40:00.003+08:00

gg out fer dinner soon..hah,went to sch in the morning..mr goh took us fer chinese cause mr ang in shanghai.lesson was totally waste of tyme.was lookin at video clips fer lyke half the lesson.but he very funny:)esp the way he talk.his facial expression dam cute:) hahas. after sch went to meet him thn went to serangoon tere lan and i went hme first cause gt dinner.so gg out soon.tmr gg be in sch till dam late cause of art.have to chiong art le.canvass is so big.dunoe can finish in tyme anot. hah,shall update tmr. byeees:)

and wao,its been a long tyme since i had cntact ue..and idk y ue are ignoring me..and ue chnge.really chnge..why..i really want to noe the answer.but i tink its nio lnger possible.even ur close frens say ue have chnge.ue are a good guy seriously..but nw...?why.ur fren say ue chnge maybe cause of me..but i noe its not..plz turn guai bas.idk wats wrng with ue.lolols.all the best to ue..

i♥myself

stress up:x

2010-05-30T15:54:00.002+08:00

hah,ben tey all are currently at my house.noisy tmm and tey are lyke messing up my bedroom.zzz.tmr gg to have sch again.sian.chinese fer lyke 2 hrs.dam boring.after tat maybe gg meet him:)lata gg in malaysia.hpe there will be no traffic jam if not really dam bored in the car and the journey will be very long,should be bck ard 10plus.shaall update tmr..byees.. and i getting stress up!!! grr....

ilovehim♥

i hope everyting will be fine:)

2010-05-29T22:56:00.002+08:00

in the morning went fer training. was late:x do alot physical.was totally exhausted.after trgn stay behind watch bboys train.after tat went to eat at monfort macs.went bck to sch to find him thn slack awhile and went to amk hub meet my dad.walk ard till 9 plus thn went hme.my knees are lyke swollen now.tanks to jiaolian.keep train us fang shou.and havin serious muscleache.arghs!!hpe will be fine soon.hahaas.tmr gg malaysia.shall post tmr.byebyes:)

its up to ue seriously,ue want tink tis way i got nting to say

2010-05-28T22:34:00.002+08:00

lolols,no mood.nothing.i dk wat to say anymre seriously.up to ue,ue want tink wat thn tink wat bas.lolols.training tmr early in the morning.shall go slp now.byees.update another day.

its gg to be last day of sch tmr!:)

2010-05-26T19:36:00.002+08:00

tmr last day of sch.but sad to say the sec 4 lyke no holiday.fer the first two week have to go bck to sch fer extra lessons.hai,stress stress.study and study.lyke no break.grr,but nbmind after nlvl can relax already!!cant wait fer nlvl to finish.today in class kip tok wif yubing abt the tuition ting.hahas,so funny hea. 300 dollars gg to get a1:) laughs,lyke impossible. lolols,shall update soon bas.tiz few days very boring..byees

yawns.. tired

2010-05-25T22:00:00.002+08:00

sch tdy was kinda boring.almost all lyke free period.hahas.last lesson mr hiew nv cme.thn play wif yubing iphone.hahas.trying out the games.so fun.thn we both at tere play spot the diff.play until lyke stage 24 thn fail..not bad already hea.hahas.thn play tap tap.tried playing extreme bt seems lyke we both failed:)after sch went to wait fer the others.thn went hg point eat thn cme bck sch fer training.training dam tiring.physical phsical.grr,tired.thn dad cme pick me up and hme sweet hme:)and gosh,he is such a pig.slp so early de.zzz hahas,tink i gg to slp soon.lols.byees:)

i miss you:)

movie marathon was kinda boring...

2010-05-23T18:08:00.003+08:00

21-went hme after sch,chnge and went down to find jennifer.elaine was tere too:)so long never see thm le.hahas.thn got tings at tere tok very long.i was kinda rotting tere.hahhas,after so lng ok le thn we went to tke bus.tey went to hougang to work whille i stop at serangoon north tere.on bus jen kip ask me dun go dwn.hahas.funny hea she.so cute.thn went to meet sme1 thn went over to shengshiong and meet up with sme of the bgals to buy e bbq food.after tat eunice dad came.fetch us to sch and meet the others.set up fer bbq.hahas.kinda fun.me and rachael had curry all over.and so sorry hea rach,spill curry till ue.oops:p hahas.thn eat eat and tok all the way
22-at midnite went to the hall to watch horror movie.they played alone.haha,quite scary hea.lye beside yonghan.she very calm hea while we all lyke dam scared.hahas,thn hall super cold,for the first tyme the sch so gd.on the aircon till so cold.hahas.thn went dwn to parade square and watch the stars.super nice.thn tok to thm e whole nite,last show was avatar,went up to watch..quite nice bt the movie super lng.zzz.thn tyme to go hme le.still must take attendance.wait dam lng thn finally dismiss.weent out thn tey waiting at senior.tey went hme while he pei me to woodlands.after tat met minghwee and jasper at sentosa.super hot.and decided to go hme.slpt lyke a pig.hahas
23-woke up went to expo fer the navy open house.alot ppl.dam crowded.thn came hme.gg to malaysia soon.will be bck in the nite..its monday tmr,..boring.goddbyees:)

i miss him loads

omg!!i feel as if i just got cheated!!!!zzz.

2010-05-21T13:41:00.003+08:00

quite piss off at the moment!rach jus call and said tat mrs lee do not allow us to leave sch at 11pm.so tat means we have to stay in sch til the nxt morning till 7am.arghs!!!fml,my plan is gone.totally no mood liao.i want go out ton de hea.already gve her face go fer awhile thn now she say cant leave!!ar,cheat my feelings las.shit shit.what am i gg to do nw.omg.diezxzx.anw,gg to mit jennifer,param,maybe yixin,dk she cming ant at amk hub ard 3plus.cant wait to see thm:)so lng nv c thm le.hahas.esp yixin and jen leh!hahas.wah,abit mood no mre les.dun know what to do nw.zzz.shall go tink of a better plan.and gosh,idk hw to explain to sme1 lata.ggr,shall update soon.byeees!

imy hea:)

trying to be happy:)

2010-05-20T23:27:00.002+08:00

tmr got movie marathon..sian.kinda tio force to go.wth.zzz.but we gg have bbq.haha.atleast dun have to rot tere hea.can eat eat.but oily hea.will turn fat.omg!!shall control my temptation tmr:)gg sentosa on sat.maybe,nt cfm.dun really want to turn blck hea.lolols.so mch ting had happen lately.make me so stress!:( but anw,tanks rachael fer being tere fer me,lending me your listening ears.ily hea.hahas.i will try nt to tink so mch:)and i will try to happy..tanks alot hea.. ue rawk gal.shall update tmr bas.sure gg to have alot of funny ting happen in the nite.byees:)

i miss you so....

heartbroken..i no longer noe wat to do anymre

2010-05-19T19:19:00.002+08:00

idk why we would becme lyke tis.i dun want tings to turn out tiz way seriously.i hate tis feeling..tiz feeling sux.i miss tose days whn we are having fun tgt.now,tere is only tears and quarrel.why i really miss the old ue.i hpe ue will be fine sn.i dun wish to see ue lyke tis.its hurts.seriously do not have mood fer anyting..no mood..goodbye. i never knew it would hurt lyke tis:(

i m sorry really sorry:(

2010-05-18T23:21:00.002+08:00

wth,my ph dunoe wat happen.cant send out txt.what a lousy ph.hate it.i want faster contract end thn can change ph le.hah,i really dun know what happen.anyway,tanks rachael for cheering me up.and being tere fer me.grr,i hate tis feeling.why sia,why me. i really dk..hais.no mood,noting.everyting is gone.byes

:) the truth may hurt,but i prefer it thn to hear ue lie

2010-05-17T22:21:00.001+08:00

lolols,sch was boring tdy.pe play captain ball.hahas.not bad hea.thn lyke gt alot free period hea.so sad,sec 4 no post exam activities.must study study.hai.stress up hea.shall work hard and hang on fer 1 and a half years:)thn can relak le.havin training tmr.grr,tired tired.shall update tmr bas. i want slp le.byebyes:)

gosh,monday is coming.zzz

2010-05-16T23:36:00.001+08:00

lolols,tmr monday le.so fast.zzz.juz bck frm malaysia.tired ttm.gg to slp soon.tmr still have sch.dun feel lyke gg.super lazy hea.tmr morning miting minghwee.hahas.he say want bring me walk another new route.anyway,i move house le to woodland.surprisingly,minghwee stay near me.hahas:)shall update tmr bas. i am tired. byesbyes:) and and i miss him hea:)

waiting fer miracle to happeen yeah?

2010-05-15T16:54:00.003+08:00

lolols,tiz few days really dun know what happen. hais,getting piss off and ppl are making me sad. idk,i really dun know. shall update nxt week bas. hpe it will be a beta day tmr. goodbyes

why?

2010-05-14T23:17:00.001+08:00

hai,no mood.zzz

why does everyting have to turn out tiis way? WHY?:(

2010-05-11T22:42:00.002+08:00

tanks to the person ontop here!who manage to cheer me up.hais,so much ting have happen.why??why me!!!!!!!!!!i am getting tired.seriosly:(tose who noe wat happen and cheered me up,tanks..idk hw lng i am gg to hang on anymre seriously.i miss her.hpe she is fine..idk wat to do now,i guess i no longer will be happy again.goodbye:(and tiz ting is super duper serious.hais.who can i turn to.seriously..how............

happy mothers day:)

2010-05-09T22:37:00.002+08:00

hai,tdy mother day.bought icecream cake fer my mum hea:)went tpy fer lunch thn cae hme study abit..at nite went kallang airport eat dinner.the food not bad hea.tmr geog paper.tink can die.will fail bas.hais.tmr after sch tink gg pungol end bas.haven cfm.see hw:)shall post tmr.goodbye

i rather not to know anyting.it hurts:x

fun fun fun:)

2010-05-08T21:43:00.006+08:00

hahas,ytd do not have to go to sch because never take dnt so slpt longer.went ard sch tere at 10 to wait for ppl.suddenly mr singh came out and spotcheck our bag.hahas.he funny can:)but i tink he in our sch de nicest teacher:)thn went hg point tere,yunqiao and jalin went buy kfc breakfst,after tat very bored,decided to go changi tere.took 109 thn walk to och.dam tiring but quite fun:)every one got scared and we got a hard tyme climbing up hea.but cme dwn super easy:)thn went to changi beach.although it was hot,but i stil enjoy myself:)took pics ard3plus went off.bck to hg green meet the rest.went slack thn smeting happen.hai.after tat i went hme first.today went out wif dad,shop shop and shop.but bought nting at all:x zzz.hahas,tink tmr gg to stay at hme hme day.gg to study bas.idk.shall update sn:)byeeess

ohgosh,i am gg to flunk my ss:)

2010-05-06T20:22:00.002+08:00

hahas,had ss and eng paper 2 tdy.i am sure gg to flunk my ss.look at the question and i dun even noe hw to do.was slping for lyke half the paper.zzz.but eng is beta.after sch went find yq,wal ard thn went to hg mall library sit ahle th went off.headed for hme.bored ttm!and glad tat the misunderstanding all cleared:)felt much much beta:)shall study hard for the upcoming papers,esp science!jiayoujiayou:)shall post sn whn have pics:)goodbyes

can anybody tell me why?

2010-05-05T21:48:00.001+08:00

tmr havin ss paper.never study at all,because i am sure i am gg to flunk ss.hais.tmr after paper tink gg straight hme bas,dun have the mood to go out,i dunoe why..and why so much ting happen again..arghs,fml.i dunoe wat t do anymre.bye

another sat gone:x

2010-05-01T18:14:00.001+08:00

lolols,had tuition in the morning.lata gg tpy eat dinner wif family.gosh,i juz realise i gt so much to study.zzz.monday have to go bck fer remedial.after tat maybe gg mit joshua bas.idk.tiz few days freaking no mood.idk why!!!!!!!!arhs.byesyes

happy happy:)

2010-04-30T14:03:00.002+08:00

yeah:)tdy i am hme so early!lata gg out mit ppl:)hahas.got bck maths test tdy and i pass.yeayea.michelle got higher thn me can.zzz.sickerning.nxt tyme shall get higher thn her:)hahas.so super bored now.think shall go study abit be4 gg out bas;)shall not post lng lng le bas.must save tyme:)go syudy lerhs!kbyes:)!

omg,so much to study!!!!!!!

2010-04-29T22:03:00.002+08:00

zzz.mid year coming.got so much to study siol!must work hard and get gd results:)must not dissapoint ppl hea.may gg study wif michelle on monday at amk library.hahas.see how bas:)shall not tok much,muz go do maths:)muz pass tmr!!!!kbyes:)

:) my 6 marks fly!!!!!

2010-04-28T21:13:00.002+08:00

sch tdy quite boring.dunoe why.had maths test and i forgot how to do cosine rule.omg,my 6 marks fly already!gosh!!die die.sch ended quite early tdy.thn waited for eng oral.my cher dora lee hea.thought she was scary scary de.but ok las,she quite nice.hahas.thn after tat went to 917 talk awhile thn hsh.sch are boring nowadays,but have to chiong all the way.midyear exams are cming.hahas!!must work hard hea:)bbyes:)

:)

2010-04-26T21:52:00.002+08:00

lolols,i can be very frank with uue,i never wan por tat person bck hor.tok only got wrong?anw,tanks for the warning hea.i wun anyhow tok.i admit i got say tings but not uue at all.dun believe nothing to say.all along,i had never dislyke uue be4.and i dun now 2.if i had offended ppl,i am sorry.and i dun ask 4 ur forgiveness.and the pic really not i do de.but tink ue dun bother le bas.lolols.but wateva it is,i already never say anyting le,if uue hear anyting,cme confront me bas.because i noe i neh say anyting liao.
tdy cwo wif yunqiao,sam,jalin,kelvin.went to pack storeroom.dm dirty and super alot cockcroach!!omg.had to move alot tings super dusty hea.thn ard 5plus finish went out of sch and slack.joshua came after tat.tok tok thn went bubble tea shop get drink and hsm:)tdy maths test is lyke omg.tink will fail los.idk.hahas.shall update tmr.so boring.bbyes:)

shag ttm!

2010-04-25T11:10:00.003+08:00

hahas,just bck:)so tired las.lata gg bck lalaland lerhs:)lolos,tmr monday lerhs,so sian los.i hate monday.got lesson il so late and smemre got cwo.is sian ttm!and tmr still got maths test.omg.muz pass:)i lyke totally forget the chapter le los.ooops.but i muz pass!!hahahas.after sch tmr still got cwo:x sian,dk whether he will be waiting fer me:)and tanks to ur,i learn not trust anybody so easy le:)hahahs,shall update sooon.byesbyes:)and i wonder why ue are avoiding me?ue should noe who ue are.juz because we are friends,ue no longer bother.?idk wat had happen.

no longer going to care

2010-04-24T18:40:00.004+08:00

sme really outdated pics taken at the cruise:)lolos.so much ting happen lately.don wish to say anymre.because i am no longer gg to care.if ur tink i am the 1 who did it,up to ur.because i noe i won be so lame and stupid to do tat kind of stuff:)i am glad we are now strangers because we wun quarrel anymre:)hah,last sat was the most fun tyme i had:)joshua,zikri and rasyad came to my house here and ton:)so funny las.tey cab dwn to my house here ard 12plus a.m thn i walk out find thm.sit at the void deck thn go lan.tey played for lyke a hour thn i rot tere see thm play.after tat rasyad plan a yes we can project!hahahahs.onlie we noe wat it mean.dam funny.esp at 7-11 tere.thn after tat slack at playground til ard 6plus send thm to bustp thn i went home slp:)and gosh,i still left wif 4 mre days of cwo.dam sians lass.can die cn.bored ttm!:(last whole week was out wif the same ppl.kip lan,and do yes we can:)hahas.now i noe tey are 1 bunch of fun ppl:)now,tey mean the most to me and nt forgetting michelle 2:)sit wif her can improve studies hea:)lolols,shall update reaaly soon.goodbyes:)

i guess i no longer believe:x

2010-04-17T14:34:00.010+08:00

hahaas,sme outdated pics:)

ytd after sch went to detention corner fer sme reasons.joshua,yunqiao tey all tere.gana tok 1 by 1 thn tey went off first.me onlie cn go off at 5. sian gana 5 days cwo:( boring.. tdy suppose go out wif joshua tey all de.but c hw first bas:)and i finally gt bck my ph le cn:) wohoo,tiz few days in the morning go tgt to sch wif joshua thn kip gana disiao.wth!!dun anyhw yea:)tink nxt week the sme los,slack wif the sme ppl joshua tey all.and i tink hougang grreen lan shp becme my seconh hme le las..kip go tere slack hhahas:)shall update soon. i am so lazy:)

i guess i no lnger care anymre:)mayb pretending nting happen will be the best way:)idk.bt wat i could say is,i don hate uue:)

and and ,i miss sme1 hea:) i tink onlie yunqiao noe who;) hehhee,bye ppl:)

I need to believe that something extraordinary is possible.

2010-04-13T16:31:00.003+08:00

LOLOLS. com spoil. so yubing helping me post :) This few days lyke NO LIFE las :X had homecoming,quite fun yea. went to haunted house wif yunqiao,samantha and jaslin. scream lyke siao can. super fun lohx. And jordan tey all came. they came here play basketball thn go lerhs. LOLS. Thn when homecoming gg end,went to the field. Played water. WTH,wet lyke shit :) After homecoming,joshua pei me. walk to hougang point saw giggs,hongwei and hongxiang at macs. Thn slack and went home.
Ytd got remedial till 4.30. Jaime tey all wait 4 me thn decided to go hougang point. hongwei dam joker las :) After tat joshua and minghwee came too. After awhile,they went off. so left me,joshua,giggs & jaime. thn jaime say she tired want go hme so giggs sent her hme so me & joshua walk ard and slack. Ard 9 went off.
Tdy in sch so sickening la,have to see SME1's face. WTH,so many ppl don even lyke uue,uue don even noe. Hahas,pathetic lass. Think uue big deal izit?! laughs~ we will be beta without uue yea :) also another two sided 1 :x...EEE,all i can say is,I DON'T GIVE A DAMN LA HOR! Byees :)

i miss bgals:(

2010-04-03T17:14:00.004+08:00

kinda had our last trgn tdy:( gg to miss bgals alot.finally,its our time to step dwn lerhs.wohoo.we had work hard bt still lost to nanyang:(hai,so we wil be playing against st hildas to get 3.bt still,we are in natinals top 4:)if we win st hildas,mrs lee is gg to open a chalet fer us. hahas:)hpe we wil win bas:)slack wif yunqiao,rasyad and sikai juz nw.thn walk to joshua house tere thn he cme dwn:)he sick hea,tkcaires las:)anw,nw gg out again:)shall update soon:)byebye:)

2010-03-28T20:22:00.003+08:00

sme super outdated pics. gosh,i am missing him lyke shit nw:( idk y:(

TIRED TTM:X

2010-03-28T15:36:00.002+08:00

LOLOLS,had sports day ytd.ran 8by 50 and gt first:)had prize giving and have to sit under the sun for lyke 30 mins++so hot las,and i tio sunburn.zzz.after tat went to compass wif jaime,joshua,gjorn,minghwee,glen and his stead.went to eat kfc.me and joshua went off halfway to mit yunqiao and samantha.slack at voiddeck thn took 159 wif joshua.he went hme while i go find my mum at ang mo kio:)saw kokwee at ang mo kio.kinda shock.hahas.he chnged:)thn went to eat new york wif mum thn hme swt hme.after tat went ton wif ahkiong tey all.nw currently at my twinie house:)ytd went ton at sentosa.so mch funny ting happen tere:)had loads of fun.hahas,tmr gg to play against phs.hpe we will win bas.jiayou bgals:)hmecming day is cming soon:)can't wait.hahahs.shall update sn bas.gooodbyees:)

love do hurts;(

2010-03-21T10:56:00.003+08:00

hey,finally bck frm shanghai!!!!wohoo,had alot of fun tere:)anw,my com is spoil so cant upload pics,shall update whn com is okay:)miss alot of ppl over tere!anw bought alot stuff fer my clique.hahas.tmr sch reopen le.so fast lass.dun feel lyke studying.zzz.nxt week gona to be a buzi week.whle week trgn and cmpetitions.stressed to e max!:( anw,smeting happened.shall nt eleborate.tok to alot ppl.including joan:)and she tld me abt 1 dam bitchy gal.gosh,tat gal dam jian.thrw gal face las.eeyer!and dun worry ppl,i wil be fine:)and i wil learn to stay strng;)shall update whn my com repair hao bas,goodbyes

2010-03-19T22:55:00.001+08:00

HI PEOPLE!

K well, Joan is here to help her post. (: Her lappy is spoilt but already sent for repair so she will b posting again next week! :D Anyway welcome her back to Singapore ehs. LOL! K nothing much to post already. I'm done. Bye. ^^

2010-03-08T10:44:00.002+08:00

heyo:)
hahas,currently at sch com lab nw. annette sitting beside me and she so talkative. hahas. anw,tanks eh joan:)nxt tyme trt uue eat lunch:)hea,on wed i am gg overseas le to shanghai fer volleyball.gg to miss alot ppl:(will be ter frm 10 til 17.wohoo,hpe i wil have fun tere bas:)will post whn i am bck frm shanghai.ue guys tkcaires yeas:)gg to miss ur loads!!!!!!goodbyes:)

i still dk y i feel tiz way
gosh,i am lost:(

2010-03-04T21:17:00.002+08:00

HI JOAN HERE!

Lol. Felicia Goh has ask me to help her to change her blogskin. Helping this idiot to change her blogskin & is so sickening because SHE IS LAZY! So i'm done with all that. Links do yourself ehs! :@ LOL. Haha. Must thanks me for helping you ehs. LOL. Just ignore that matter can le. Let natrual take it course bahs. (: Please update everyday lehs. Your blog seem to be dead. zzz! K i go off le bai. So sleepy right now. Bye people!

2010-02-25T11:45:00.002+08:00

lolols,currently at hme nw:)juz came bck frm sch.wohoo,i 11 plus at hme le cn.cause of sme reasons:(miss quite alot of lessons and gg to miss trgn!zzz.tdy late fer sch:(shu hui pei-ed me late.tanks ar gal:)and i canot stand 1 of my teamate las!!!!!!wtf,wat rite do uue have to judge me?!look at urself first las.hah,gg to slp bas.dam tired.mayb lata go out find shu hui tey all.tiz few days have been mixing wif the sme ppl.joshua tey all and shu hui tey all.sch is boring hea.and i dk y,i feel class is super sian.:(and tanks to tose who noe wat happen to me fer encouraging me and cheering me up esp ....:) tanks alot hea ppl.hai,tiz few days dam no mood!!if i showed attitude to any1,i super soorie;( anw,we gt north zone champion:) nationals starting nxt monday. gg to play wif shuqun:) hpe we wil win. bgals jiayou yea:)shall uupdate soon.goodbyes:)

hah,wat gg on in our r/s
i dk y i wil feel tiz way
it sux:(
i dk wat to say anymre
i'm soorie

2010-02-15T16:18:00.003+08:00

lolos.currently at ahma house.juz gamble finish:) wohoo,win alot cn.happie sia.tdy luck dam gd.xoxo.chit chatted wif cousins and tey dam disiao las.hahas.tmr miting my baby.yeas;)finally can c him liao.tink gg to stay at ahma house all the way til nite bas.hah,shall go entertain my cousins le.lata tey all say i ps. hahas. byebyes:)
i love michelle,joan,yubing,kayying,xiuwei,annette,bgals and jordan:)

i love baby:)
29/11/09
79 days

2010-02-14T14:26:00.002+08:00

hey hey,hapie cny and valentine's day to every1.hpe uue all enjoy e day and happie collecting ur ang baos:)lata gg to relative's house.gg to be a buzi day fer me:)but nehmind gt ang bao tke cn le.hahaass.past few days was verie down because of sme reason.tanks to tose who cheered me up esp my teamates,kimmeng and joshua:)tanks to u guys yea.and nt fergetting baby 2:) hahas,tat silly boy did smeting so sweet which mke me so gandong:)was surprise by him hea.. i love him to e max:)i love e pooh bear yea!hah,nxt fri gg to be our finals..can't wait!!!!!!!!!!hahas,hpe we wil be champion bas.lolols.dam sian nw,baby gambling.thn he say txt me lata.so lng:( hahas,shall update whn cny is over bas. goodbyes:)
i love jordan:)

baby i love uue
uue are a grt bf:)
78 days

2010-02-09T18:18:00.002+08:00

life in sch tdy sucks!!!gt alot misunderstanding and cher accuse me. wth. so wat uue are a teacher.u are juz freakin unreasonable!bias freak!i hate her to e max lass.and seriously i hate xinmin!regretted cming to tiz sch.a piece of shit!all bias derhs.tdy match 2-1.gosh i did not go.cause of her!!!!!deten me in sch til lyke 6 las..fish,felt guiltly hea. i am sorrie bgals.ur did nt blame me but still,i m sorrie.arghs,simply piss off.bt heng detention got donavan,gerald,dexter and joshua tere. so nt so sian!:) tey super funny. kip make me laugh.hahahs.tink my baby slping nw bas. shall txt him lata:) imhim. hahas.omg,i hate sch nw!!!!!!!!!!!!sch sux:)fml manzxzx.goodbyes:)
to e cher:juz because i show uue attitude,u becme bias.kip gg against me. wats wrng wif uue.u are so unreasonable. i hate uue seriously. uue are a biatch:)

i love jordan:)
73 days:)
i love uue lyke before,dun tink too mch:)
xoxo

2010-02-07T18:32:00.002+08:00

wohoo we won woodlands ring2-0:) gg to have finals on e 19feb wif phs:) can't wait.and seriously joshua has been verie gl wif me.dunwan care him liao.hahas.lololzx,sch life has been boring. in class kip tok to michelle:) gt also tok to yubing and annette:) anw,happie belated bdae annette:)may all ur wishes cme true yea:)nwadays gt alot trgns:(dam tired.and have to chiong fer art.arghs,chiong chiong chiong:)sian,nw he at bugis wif frens. i am so bored!!onlie cn txt him.zzz. i miss him to e max hea:)hah,shall update whn i am free bas.goodbyes:)
and i decided nt to care abt e matter anymre le
i still trt u all as my gd fren:)
if ur wan tok thn tok bas,if ur dunwan,i gt nting to say anymre:)
and seriously,we did nting at all.
if u choose to believe wat other ppl say,thn fine,i am speechless le:)
bt still,atleast tok rite:) hahas. lolols.
i love bgals:) clique:)
jordan:)

baby i love uue:)
71 days:)

2010-01-31T10:54:00.002+08:00

:( :( i am sick!!!!!!!! arhs,was admitted to hospital but discharge alrdy. had lung infection and wun be able to attend sch till wed. ohmy miss so many days of sch:( gg miss loads of ppl esp my teammates!i also gg to miss lots of tournaments.arhss. dies;X HAHAS,anw michelle,i noe uue miss me rite. dun hide it anymre. i noe uue shy.hahas.lolols. also can't get to c my baby:( i miss him loads ehs.whn i recover,sure go find him derhs:)and wohoo! its our 2nd mth,2 day:) i love him hea!and actually on monday gt two shanghai ppl cming my class de. thn i nt gg sch,so ya,tink wun be joining thm bas. sobs:( i hate to be sick. make my appetite gone:( and i can't go out:( and and mke me can't go see ft island!!!!!!my minhwan!:( hpe i faster recover bas:) lololols,shall post soon ba. gt nting mch to say as i am rotting at hme:) goodbye:)
and yea,wats gg on wif our clique? who is the 1 makin it drift apart?
we all still trt uue lyke our frens. but how do ur trt us.
perhaps,we dun even click at all. idk.
we din even do anyting.if ur dun lyke us,thn so be it.
i dunwana bother anymre.
to trust sme1 is never easy:)
i love jordan:)

i love my baby:)
he's cute!!!!!:)