
i dun want to give up,ue gve up bas,i dun want.i really love ue.i regretted knnowing ue,i really regret.if we din start all tis wont even happen at all.now ue hate me,what mre can i do??its really over,seriously over.there is no longer to have any 18 again,nv again... i hate the date 25,tis date sucks.now everyting is over,officially over,i dun want to lose ue,but cme to tink of it,ue alrdy hate me so much,wats the point of me continue-ing.some1 can just slap me and wake me up.make me face the reality?i cant seem to accept the fact..why.....i a gettin tired soon.i beg and beg,but lyke wat ue said,wats over is over.but ijust cme gve up.idk la,i really dk wat o do.but hu to blame,no1 but myself.fml,i hate life:(everyting is all me,i just hate it.i ruin everyting in my whole hands. i got a fuck up brain.fuck it. nv slp the whole day ytd,i am very very tired.but everytyme i tried to slp,i keep tink of ue and i secretly cried.i guess i am just pathetic,i hate the world,i regretted. bye.
everyting is over,
my 18 is gone:(